I'll lose them." 。Qin Jingwen wouldn't drink in front of Qiao Shunchen anymore. After two previous lessons, she wouldn't allow a third to happen. 。"No, her child's father is right here. Could he poss...How could Qiao Shunchen possibly feel at ease letting Qin Jingwen go down the mountain alone He kept his distance and followed behind Qin Jingwen. 。Watching her flee-like back, Qiao Shunchen knew she was truly hurt. 。She wanted to get away from him as quickly as possible, she didn't want to be hurt at all. 。Everyone knows what she was thinking, and he knew he shouldn't do this. 。But he also loved her, a love that could not be abandoned, a love that did not want to see her with another man. 。Could someone guide him, show him how to stop hurting Qin Jingwen and how to make both their hearts complete 。Qin Jingwen's stomach had been hurting since she got off work, and she kept bearing it without saying anything. 。Now it might be because it's getting cold, it hurts more. 。She had to endure it, and she couldn't go back to find Qiao Shunchen. Even if she died from the pain on this mountain road today, she wouldn't look back at Qiao Shunchen once. 。But at that very moment, she suddenly lost consciousness. She knew nothing of what happened next. 。 "Warm...warm..." Qiao Shunchen's voice echoed along the mountain path, but Qin Jingwen did not hear it. 。When Qin Jingwen woke up again, she found herself still in the bedroom of the villa on the mountaintop, and her emotions instantly became excited. 。She just wanted to get angry, but she saw that Song Xinzhe and Tang Danni were both there. 。"How did you get here" Qin Jing said softly, her anger forced to subside. 。"You almost scared me to death, are you alright"The speaker was Tang Danni. Her tightly furrowed brows finally relaxed as Qin Jingwen regained consciousness. 。When Qiao Shunchen called Song Xinzhe, Tang Danni happened to be beside him. Hearing Qin Jingwen faint, she disregarded Song Xinzhe's opposition and resolutely followed over. 。"Don't worry again, it's just that my body is too weak." 。Qin Jingwen recalled what had happened to her, remembering the moment she lost consciousness and fell. 。The body being too weak is one aspect of the reason, but more importantly, it's due to excessive heartbreak. 。"The body is very weak. If I had taken good care of myself after giving birth to two children, my health wouldn't be this bad. " 。< > 。" Tang Danyi knew that Qin Jingwen's physique had always been weak, but before she was weak, she had never fainted. Since she had a close encounter with death, her body had become even worse. 。"It's not that bad, my work isn't tiring at all." 。Besides, if I don't work, the whole family will starve. 。Qin Jingwen reluctantly squeezed out a smile that didn't match her mood, just to prevent Tang Dani from worrying any further. 。"It's not that serious, if you really don't have money I can help you, and you can pay me back when you get better." 。" Qin Jingwen was joking, but Tang Danni was serious. If Qin Jingwen continued to work so hard and tirelessly, she would sooner or later burn herself out." 。"I'm really fine, don't worry." 。I still have family to take care of, and I would feel heartbroken thinking about myself. 。“Qin Jingwen said indifferently, looking at Tang Danyi's worry for her, she felt guilty.” 。She always felt that she brought trouble to everyone. Tang Dani was always worrying about her, which made her feel guilty. 。"You, with your stubborn streak, no one can put you to sleep." 。Tang Danni helplessly knew she couldn't change Qin Jingwen. 。"Doctor Song, I've troubled you again. I owe you and Dani so much, I'm afraid I'll never be able to repay you in this lifetime." 。Qin Jingwen felt that she was too much trouble for others, always disrupting their lives, which was also a torment to her heart. 。"What are you saying You're being so polite with me, it's like we're not even friends!" 。You're not feeling well, and I happen to be a doctor. I can help you with that. 。Don't ever say things like that again. Taking care of your health is the most important thing. 。Seeing Qin Jingwen's pale and weak face, Song Xinzhe also felt heartbroken. 。There are many opinions on how fate is arranged. 。Why is Qin Jingwen, such a good woman, experiencing such a tortuous fate Why can't she be with the person she loves 。“Well, I’ll pay more attention to my body from now on.” 。"
"Dannie, Doctor Song, it's late. I don't have anything else to do. You guys should go back first." 。Dr. Song, I have business to attend to tomorrow and will be going to the hospital for an IV drip. You don't need to come here. 。Qin Jingwen directly arranged tomorrow's affairs, not wanting to trouble anyone. 。Song Xinzhe glanced at Qiao Shunchen, who had been silent all along, and then replied. 。Okay, I'll be waiting for you at the hospital tomorrow. 。"After Song Xinzhe finished speaking, he took Tang Danni's hand and left. Qiao Shunchen wanted to see them off, but Song Xinzhe refused." 。“It’s quite late today, going back like this at this hour, aunt would definitely be worried. ” 。I'm troubling you all night. 。"
Qin Jingwen has no strength now, even speaking feels like a tiring thing
" 。Like this, I can't even get out of bed. How can I stubbornly leave here 。Even if she didn't want to hate him in front of others, even if seeing him would cause her heartache, she could only stay here with the will but not the strength. 。"Don't talk about one night, even if you live here for your whole life..." 。Finally, Qiao Shunchen spoke up, his voice full of remorse. 。"No, it won't bother you for your whole life." 。On the contrary, she would never disturb him for her entire life. 。"Tomorrow morning when you go to work, take me down the mountain. These days I've delayed your work and affected your mood, so I can only say I'm sorry." 。"Qin Jingwen turned her back on Qiao Shunchen after finishing her sentence. She didn't want to owe anyone, especially not Qiao Shunchen, but Qiao Shunchen always enveloped her in apologies. " 。"Dani is right, health comes first." 。
Let's pause work for now. I have the money here, you can pay me back when you make some.
Joe Shunchen had something to say, though Qin Jingwen turned her head away, she could clearly hear 。Only when you have a good body can you be a pillar of support for your family, and only then can you take good care of your children. 。Even if it's for them, you must cherish your own body well and not let them worry about you. 。"I know money is the most taboo thing for you, but don't overthink it. It's not a gift to you, I could just lend it to you and you can pay me interest. " 。I have nothing else to say. For the sake of our two children, please take care of your health. 。" Qiao Shunchen spoke to himself, Qin Jingwen wept silently with her back turned to him. 。The most unbearable thing for her to hear was Qiao Shunchen's words filled with pathos. Hearing them sent waves of torment through her. 。Just now I thought she was annoying, but now I'm speaking softly to her. 。The discrepancy between the two was so vast, it was driving Qin Jingwen crazy. 。Her heart ached, a pain only she could know, like only fallen leaves understand the melancholy of autumn. 。"Wenwen, please don't choose to leave this world easily. There are many people who need you in this world. Your two children cannot live without you, and your aunt and sister cannot live without you either." 。If you jumped off the mountain today, Dani would cry her eyes out. 。Just think of yourself as living for these people, they wouldn't have the same vibrant life without you. 。Joe Shunchen thought of Qin Jingwen threatening him, he thought of her hopeless eyes, and as he thought about these things, his heart tightened unconsciously. 。Of course, these people who can't be separated from Qin Jingwen include his Qiao Shunchen. 。His mother had left him unexpectedly, and he didn't want the person he cared about most to leave him in this way. 。To lose a loved one once in life is heartbreaking, but to witness your own woman die before your eyes... that would drive anyone insane. 。Qin Jingwen listened silently, tears streaming down her face, but she didn't say a word. 。Everything Qiao Shunchen said, she understood. It's just that she wished so much that among the people she cared about, there was also Qiao Shunchen. 。Qin Jingwen thought this way, but secretly ridiculed herself in her heart. How could he possibly care about her His words were out of fear of responsibility, fear that she would really die before his eyes. 。What a pitiful love affair, what a miserable infatuation. Qin Jingwen, when will you be able to get out of this man's life When will you no longer be affected by his every word and deed 。Qin Jingwen was tired, both mentally and physically. And because she had been crying, her brain also began to lack oxygen. She didn't know when, but in a daze, she fell asleep. 。 Qiao Shunchen went around the bed to lie beside Qin Jingwen, looking at the tears that were still welling up in the corners of her eyes. His heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly, aching to the point of suffocation. 。He gently wiped away Qin Jingwen's tears from the corner of her eye, and in a very low voice, he said something. 。"Wenwen, I love you. This life, I only love you, one woman." 。"But I can't tell you that because I can't give anything "> 。I'm sorry, the woman I love most in my life is you, and the woman I owe the most to is also you. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't hear Qiao Shunchen's words, and even if she had, she wouldn't have been able to feel his heart. 。He knew it was his own cowardice that prevented him from saying these words, that he couldn't bear the consequences of speaking them. 。He is the one who has failed to protect his beloved woman. All blame lies with him. 。The next morning, Qiao Shunchen made breakfast, but Qin Jingwen had no appetite at all. Qiao Shunchen couldn't do anything about it, so he could only drive Qin Jingwen down the mountain. 。On the way, Qin Jing remained silent. She knew that if she spoke, she might inadvertently anger Qiao Shunchen again, and that would only hurt her. 。"Wenwen, here's a bank card for you " 。Take a break from work and take care of your health before returning to it. 。"
Qiao Shunchen broke the silence, finished saying and shoved the bank card into Qin Jingwen's hand.
" 。Qin Jingwen lowered her head and looked at the bank card in her hand, a mocking smile on her lips. 。" Qiao Shunchen, I know you have money, but I think I've told you not to use money to..." "I know you hate my money the most, but this time I didn't have any thoughts, just wanting to help you simply..." 。Joe Shunchen had already thought of what Qin Jingwen was going to say, so he decisively interrupted her. 。Joe Shun-chen continued speaking. 。"Wenwen, just let me be selfish for once, just let me do this for the sake of our two children, so that they can always have Mommy to protect them. My selfishness demands that you have a good health." 。Please take good care of my child. 。Qin Jingwen, listening to Qiao Shunchen's words, felt even more that she shouldn't take his money. 。She reached out and placed the bank card on the dashboard of the car. 。"The child is also mine, even if you didn't say it I would know how to protect the child" 。No matter if this money is a gift to me or a loan, I cannot accept it. 。"Mr. Qiao, I'll say it again, no matter what happens to me in the future, as long as I don't ask for your help, you don't have to worry about me." 。Of course, if it comes to you, you also have the right to refuse. 。"
I'll handle my own affairs. I'll stop working to take care of my health, but I won't use your money to support myself. I'm not that pathetic yet. " 。“ Still the same as before, Qin Jingwen once again refused Qiao Shunchen’s money. 。ng almost lost control. 。...finally, the heart that I had suppressed with all my might couldn't help but tremble with joy.... 。She knew she would have to walk the difficult and painful path of forget...