that having died once, I should be fearless, but it turns out, I'm still afraid of death.But, dying this way is better than being captured by the Northern Qin army and enduring untold humiliation befo....It's not like they are pretending to be asleep.My shoulders actually hurt a lot, but I feel strangely relaxed.After relaxing, I fell asleep.Dizzy, as if hearing countless people calling out to him: C...